Life Sucks!!

This life is IMPOSSIBLE to live, It is impossible for everyone to like you and not to have any enemies or haters. My dream/plan was to be friends with everyone! haha, i thought i'd give it a shot and try to achice that goal. In doing so..i lost instead of gain friends, my whole plan just shot up in flames and everything went wrong. A wise guy once told me "Jealousy fucks you up, BIG TIME." This just SUCKS so much, great..this adds to my "Faulty" list; im a show-off, sometimes a dick, im all talk and no action, im a pussy, im a light weight, i can't stand a punch,i lose friends, i gain more enemies than ants in an ant colony...

I don't want to lose the person i care for most too, my dads probably going to throw me in orphanage, My families ashamed of me..first in the WHOLE entire line of family to go to the police station to be interrogated. Yup..i think i can clearly add to the obvious fact that my life pretty much sucks.

I'am going to try and give advice out to people that don't get the point of me typing out this post...Don't be all the things i am!!!!!!! Don't be a show-off, just chill,relax, act yourself. Don't be a dick, don't spread rumours about people, try not to talk behind their backs. Don't brag or be so cocky about something you can't do. Try to be brave, if you are scared of fights or anything else...try to calm yourself, think of how you can overcome this fear, try to think of something sweet and nice!

Another wise guy younger than me told me "Whatever you do in your childhood, will GUARNTEED to affect you in your adulthood." In other words if you are all of the above; Dick,Show-off/cocky person etc. (AND YOU DO NOT WANT TO BE ANY OF THE ABOVE) Put in some effort and change.

I doubt that anyone is going to read this anyways..Oh well..

damn

Dammit, (or however you people spell it) Sunday splash is cancelled...NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
Cant believe they cancelled it cuz of ramadham,(OR HOWEVER YOU SPELL IT!!!) My dreams crushed.. Oh well, im going to the mall anywayz..so its all good.

I hate it when somethings planned and all of sudden a person or in this case..MANAGER, cancels somethings really cool for an event..some of my friends who do fast run miles on end without being thirsty and not one drop of sweat comes pouring down flooding the town area.

I just find religion quite weird, im not saying that i hate a particular religion, i just find their ideas to being closer to god quite..uhhhhmmm... new. I know some people think to themselves "What they're doing is quite odd." But i guess this all comes down to respect too, just because we're not part of their religion doesnt mean that we should wonder to ourselves "Wow..that dude must have some brain disfunctions or some crap like that to strave tht long without eating or drinking the whole day.." That is just harsh, haha.

I'm a christian, but i don't mind people who disrespect christianity, but then when other people disrespect the muslim religion they just get pissed as hell. This pulls out another topic outta the magic top hat, dumbasses who ASSUME that just because this is a muslim country, there aren't alot of muslims :. that is clearly a dumbass guess, OBVIOUSLY THERE WOULD BE MUSLIMS IN A 'MUSLIM COUNTRY'!! Btw the topic i pulled out was meant to relate to 'minority of the population who ARE in fact muslim' but i got carried away and started pulling out 'Dumbasses' outta the magic hat..:S Oh well...

Crush

I really really like this girl, but she doesnt feel the same way..i don't wanna freak her out or anything..but, i really really need to tell her. What if she goes all beserk and she doesnt talk to me, that means i lost another friend..but if i don't tell her, everythings smooth..n i feel like shit....Again! I might not even get the chance to tell her, which is a good thing, i dont wanna risk losing a friend over some dumb crush! It would be the most AWESOME thing if she liked me to, haha..but sadly dreams don't always come true.



I havent talked to her for a while..(EMPHASIS ON TALK)..i hope she doesnt get a chance to read this, but its all good..she doesnt know if she is HER..=P

Boring weekends

I hate fridays..they're so friggin boring, all i do is stay online..because obviously i have no life : Oh well. No one i know ever goes to the mall on fridays, itz like they went to hospital for a brain surgery cuz school stresses da Shite outta us. Da PC's Never actualli cared bout us runnnin on da field widout a bloody hat..now they force us to get outta the sun if we don't have a hat because they're afraid we'll be attacked by 'Uv rays" and we will get skin cancer.

The only thing to do at home is go online, play ps2 (Which gets friggin boring), go online, eat junkfood =D, Go back online, type this blog..While online, listen to music............while online, thats like 3 things to do...and no i don't like staying at home..but thats just me.

I found something to do this morning, i actually went to basketball training..and now im tired as hell, my arms hurt, ma legs are tired, my ribcage feels like its gonna pop out and stab threw my stomach.. But besides that, im good =D. Im going to the mall today to watch 4bia wif ma friends..(I am Fu*kin scared of watching it...........AGAIN!!) I wanna watch Shaun Scream like a pussy while i shout manly with no fear involved (No im not..im gonna scream my heart out!!!!!) because thats how manly i am =p P.S. Shaun, if you're reading this......HAHA, you suck you pussy!! nah..jkz, i don't wanna let the truth bursting out on the web =D